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Thursday, August 30, 2007
Tml's teacher's day. Then it's holiday! better still, there is NO homework (unless you count Mr Tan's)
Today, lugged all my books and stuff under the table back home.
Then came back and had fun with 2hrs ++ of anime! (:
Ichigo rocks.
Incidentally, today, for english lesson, we were let off early, as we finished watching Remembering the Titans le.
It's a really cool movie. Almost went sniffing at the last part...it was like such a nice, touching movie---and to think it really happened!
yaryar. but then, because of Bio, we need to stay for another hour or so? Agar plates and more. haiz.
and to those people out there, please get the facts right. There are many more who got higher, just that they were surprise cases. never thought they made it right? ChecK, don't base ideas on one person only.
and I still don't get why you are angry with me, can't we start over?
anyway, poem time!!!
Sidewalks
There are places out there
Where you would never go
Where the grasses are dull
Where flowers don't grow
There is a place
Where the sidewalk ends
Where the unknown laces to truths
And there we find the blends of yesterday
Let's leave this place where smoke never turns white
And streets are never bent
Away from the calling lamps shining blightly
Past the patches screaming lent
We'll walk a walk measured and slow
Until and until we reach the place
Where traffic lights don't glow
Where painted arrows don't pass base
Towards the place where the sidewalk ENDs.
Once and for all.
~9:30 pm
* * *
Just because they wanted it to be graded, they extend the dateline by a week, without even considering that it's difficult to cite sources for every fact you take a leaf out of others' papers?
Yucks!
Today, english period watch movie! Sure didn't expect myself to be so interested to watch "Remembering the Titans", a show revolving around FOOTBALL. and of course, the racism issue between blacks and whites. dots...
Anyway, on a happier mood, there's little homework to be done...and I've got a sheepskin to sit on (:
Blehhs---currently on a break from reading those papers. better get back to that research paper, before I realise it's bedtime...talk/type more the next time...
hey.
Sometimes, there is no need to be a one sided figure.
It's not as though I'd eat people.
Popping out of nowhere, asking stuffs.
Then ignoring people, all over again.
LoL.
What kind of attitude is that?
~8:33 pm
* * *
Anyway,
*Can't comprehend anymore*
Got your marks, good or bad, don't compare, just make sure you have done your best and maybe met your standards-Pris's motto, but now, I'm a believer too (:
It's the basic we can do to remain happy always...Scholarships are just the bonus or reward for hardwork...
Ok. maybe I'm just consoling myself or what, but I kind of think that this is the way it should go. Do well not because you want to win others, but because you want to prove to yourself that you can get better...that's the spirit!
ok. Let's just move on to other happier stuff!
o.O POEM TIME!!!
whoa. It's been a uber duper long time since I've produced a nice good one! hahas...so yea, here goes! I'm writing this one from scratch so I don't know the end result yet. I'll think it as I write...
Thinking about Thinkings
You know that somehow
People grow as they live
Did you ever wonder whilst alive
However did it allow?
When was the start
Was it the flower
Or was it the bud
No end to this enlightening world
Shall cease this chapter
We cannot know the burr
Within thy essence latter
To think of time
To think of distance...away
Of all that speculation
Who can know what lives ahead?
Can you start the day
Believing that gloom
Is made by yourself
In peace
In the evilest of towers
The pale face of the witches cracked
A drip from the tops
A drip from the pops
The rivers, along meanders
Screaming that there'll be a fiesta
But who can assure that this will work
They say. They say. Who's to prove it?
Groping for keys by the sundial
Writing letters by the candlelight
A guest in a jail
Smiling at the ironical things of life bright
Oh it's ironic, ironical.
Time is upon us as we deny
The mortality and sanity bequeathed by pasts
Destroyed.
In fragile strands
We know all about time and the turnings of thinking
Dumbledore was thy
Zooming from nought to 100
Wasn't he naught?
As people creep and moan and sigh
The thinker of thinkers
The thinking of thinking
Has been chosen and proven as us.
**this poem requires serious reading through/between/above/below the lines---none of the above is literal, but rather it hides deeper meaning. Seek and you shall find.
~5:45 pm
* * *
~11:48 am
* * *
Though the morning is still young, though the birds have yet to come, the one in front sits in gloom...
It's been close to one week since my last post. Yet, many things have happened, many things which are unplanned, uncertained.
I've taken back chinese test papers, geography test papers, physics test papers, and soon enough, the chemistry test papers. I've even done a biology presentation.
Yet, somehow I feel I've let myself go wild, let myself down. How come I just simply can't do this properly?
haiz...
This weekend, the teachers haven't been nice. They've been piling homework. It's not helping that there are CID stuff and guides stuff to do...
I thought august was supposed to be the better months. It seems otherwise. and the November and December holidays are starting to be packed full again, even when it's 3 months away. What is THIS?
I really don't know what is the world coming to. Glum and Moody.
~9:08 am
* * *
1st up: Wednesday: Chem calculations test, Physics practical test, then NRP meeting
2nd: Thursday: Biology presentation and English Test
wow.
anyway, we are most probably going to get back those chinese papers soon...all the rest of the classes are getting their's back already. I really don't want to see it. Cause I think I failed it.
and anyway geography. honestly, I didn't think I'd do THAT bad. oh wells. At least I'm not too bottom yet. I didn't fail. To those out there who did, jiayouxx! I believe you all can pull yourselves up again...
and maths. 3 qn. Mr Ong said if we could do them, we learnt finish logarithms. WooHoo. I'm proud to say I solved it. In school somemore! (:
I also cannot believe that I actually kicked the VitaSoy habit. I'm just ok now with once-per-week or something like that. I finally can live without it!!! ahhas. but I'm still on milo (: [[OKOK. I know that it sounds as though I'm on steriods or something. LoL.milo IS addictive ok...]]
Oh. and here's my inner thoughts.
You thought that you could kill our spirit?
Friendships are stronger than anything.
Kinship is stronger.
Now I've got that out, it's bedtime. Nites everyone!
***to beryl...storytime maybe over the weekend (:***
~10:26 pm
* * *
~6:25 pm
* * *
I look at the biology paper. I feel no pain, no feelings at all. I look at the chinese paper. I laugh it off. I look at the physics paper. I don't seem to care what happens anymore.
As one experiences the meaning of life, suddenly all these tini-tiny little things don't matter at all.
Back to the million dollar question. What is life? What is it we live for?
Reading a book I just came across suddenly jerked me alive. What do we live for? These ideals of life are hidden in almost everything we do. Ichigo claims that we live to protect the others. Enid Blyton books claim that we live to collect friendship. Catherine Lim books claim that we live to make the best of everything, although troubles almost always occur.
So. What is life for me? That was the question I've asked myself many a times. I came up with this conclusion. I live my life to achieve my goals, to think positively and live life to the fullest, for I've been given the chance to live.
This past week has been filled with endless stuff, both good and bad. My only hope is to push myself to the fullest and live a fulfilling week this week.
For as a famous man once said, "You cannot change the past, but you can control your future..."
Mixed Feelings
Billion years ago
I left you as the wind soared
Sometimes I asked myself
Why on earth I let you go
Why I didn't care
Why I didn't know
What have you done
Looking about the ways around
Keeping calm as the waves
Knowing I can
The traffic lights down the streets
Turning blue of tomorrow
Shining glitteringly on the mirror
The tiny island in the distance
Will the storms remember the sun
Will the beasts trampled us past
Will the world spin higher
Will the people's names ever ring fast?
Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the melting doom
For whether we are here or there
We can creep down and change the world
So long as we believe
Mixed nuts rising up the shore
Big nuts dropping to the floor
Peanuts crying "I don't know!"
Nuttiness engulfs the world
A broom is sweeping up those pieces
A pail is holding all yesterday's rain
But somewhere, sometime,
Feelings don't exist anymore
Creeping yells sala-dah-dooda
How can I change the words of yesterday?
How can I make the ships change bay
How can I ensure I don't repeat?!
I've just got this post dramatic thing
Don't know what I'm saying
Just know I've got this tattoo from the past
Telling me I've gotta live and dream...
I'm living and dreaming
Shooting for the stars
But somehow somewhere
Feelings are mixed and gone
Dooda-Doodi-Da
I've got only the shell in my dreams
But I'll be shooting for No.1
Climbing the ropes to success
doodaadoodeeay Somehow, I don't get it and somehow I know I gotta try. Maintaining that positiveness. Forever.
~4:45 pm
* * *
Tml's teacher's day. Then it's holiday! better still, there is NO homework (unless you count Mr Tan's)
Today, lugged all my books and stuff under the table back home.
Then came back and had fun with 2hrs ++ of anime! (:
Ichigo rocks.
Incidentally, today, for english lesson, we were let off early, as we finished watching Remembering the Titans le.
It's a really cool movie. Almost went sniffing at the last part...it was like such a nice, touching movie---and to think it really happened!
yaryar. but then, because of Bio, we need to stay for another hour or so? Agar plates and more. haiz.
and to those people out there, please get the facts right. There are many more who got higher, just that they were surprise cases. never thought they made it right? ChecK, don't base ideas on one person only.
and I still don't get why you are angry with me, can't we start over?
anyway, poem time!!!
Sidewalks
There are places out there
Where you would never go
Where the grasses are dull
Where flowers don't grow
There is a place
Where the sidewalk ends
Where the unknown laces to truths
And there we find the blends of yesterday
Let's leave this place where smoke never turns white
And streets are never bent
Away from the calling lamps shining blightly
Past the patches screaming lent
We'll walk a walk measured and slow
Until and until we reach the place
Where traffic lights don't glow
Where painted arrows don't pass base
Towards the place where the sidewalk ENDs.
Once and for all.
* * *
Monday, August 27, 2007
Just because they wanted it to be graded, they extend the dateline by a week, without even considering that it's difficult to cite sources for every fact you take a leaf out of others' papers?
Yucks!
Today, english period watch movie! Sure didn't expect myself to be so interested to watch "Remembering the Titans", a show revolving around FOOTBALL. and of course, the racism issue between blacks and whites. dots...
Anyway, on a happier mood, there's little homework to be done...and I've got a sheepskin to sit on (:
Blehhs---currently on a break from reading those papers. better get back to that research paper, before I realise it's bedtime...talk/type more the next time...
hey.
Sometimes, there is no need to be a one sided figure.
It's not as though I'd eat people.
Popping out of nowhere, asking stuffs.
Then ignoring people, all over again.
LoL.
What kind of attitude is that?
* * *
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Anyway,
*Can't comprehend anymore*
Got your marks, good or bad, don't compare, just make sure you have done your best and maybe met your standards-Pris's motto, but now, I'm a believer too (:
It's the basic we can do to remain happy always...Scholarships are just the bonus or reward for hardwork...
Ok. maybe I'm just consoling myself or what, but I kind of think that this is the way it should go. Do well not because you want to win others, but because you want to prove to yourself that you can get better...that's the spirit!
ok. Let's just move on to other happier stuff!
o.O POEM TIME!!!
whoa. It's been a uber duper long time since I've produced a nice good one! hahas...so yea, here goes! I'm writing this one from scratch so I don't know the end result yet. I'll think it as I write...
Thinking about Thinkings
You know that somehow
People grow as they live
Did you ever wonder whilst alive
However did it allow?
Chorus:
I'm thinking about thinking
Knowing that it's not to my choice
It's all about manipulation
And why on earth you are fol-low-ing blindly?
When was the beginning
When was the start
Was it the flower
Or was it the bud
No end to this enlightening world
Shall cease this chapter
We cannot know the burr
Within thy essence latter
To think of time
To think of distance...away
Of all that speculation
Who can know what lives ahead?
Can you start the day
Believing that gloom
Is made by yourself
In peace
In the evilest of towers
The pale face of the witches cracked
A drip from the tops
A drip from the pops
The rivers, along meanders
Screaming that there'll be a fiesta
But who can assure that this will work
They say. They say. Who's to prove it?
Groping for keys by the sundial
Writing letters by the candlelight
A guest in a jail
Smiling at the ironical things of life bright
Oh it's ironic, ironical.
Time is upon us as we deny
The mortality and sanity bequeathed by pasts
Destroyed.
In fragile strands
We know all about time and the turnings of thinking
Dumbledore was thy
Zooming from nought to 100
Wasn't he naught?
As people creep and moan and sigh
The thinker of thinkers
The thinking of thinking
Has been chosen and proven as us.
**this poem requires serious reading through/between/above/below the lines---none of the above is literal, but rather it hides deeper meaning. Seek and you shall find.
* * *
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Got many copies of this through Email, and to save my efforts, I decided to put them up onto blogger (: happy reading!
1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME
Ang Wan Lin Rita
2.What colour pants are you wearing?
Green
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
My sisters baking brownies...today is sunday and is the baking day (:
4. ARE YOUR LEGS CROSSED?
hmms. over the ankles only (:
5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
Breakfast. It was Jacob wheat biscuits.
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
Sky Blue
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
Cold. My room has direct access to the winds...
8. LAST PERSON YOU TAlKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My sister's friend. I picked up the phone. LoL.
9. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Eyes
10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?
Of course!!! She's my dearest scorpio mate---Charmaine :P
11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
Hyper, but hating that pile of homework still on that table + the biology practical on Monday.
12. FAVOURITE DRINK?'
o.0 Good question. Most people already know I guess. Milo and Vitasoy!
13. FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
Rice Wine, Grape Wine :D yummy, but restricted to 1 glass per special occasion. ;)
14.What is your favourite sport?
Running {{paoba! haizi!}}
15. HAIR COLOUR?
Black with a tinge of brown from sun bleaching
16.EYE COLOUR?
Black
17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
Nada. Don't see the point of troubling myself. Contacts are solely for once in the blue moons.
18. SIBLINGS?
2 younger cute sisters who are potential tyrants...
19.FAVOURITE MONTH?
Definitely October. There are so many things in october! My birthday and more importantly, NO MORE End of Years!
20.FAVOURITE FOOD?
Japanese Sushi!
21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
The Simpsons in the cinemas and we-ll, rewatched Harry Potter movies at home for the FEEL.
22. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR
Christmas! That's the day I get to see ALL my cousins and we can go out together!! Prezzies!
23. SATURDAY OR SUNDAY?
Sunday---Baking + eat out day!
24. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
LoL. Too shy to ask WHO? if it's like my cousins, heck care! "drag also can!"
25. DO YOU LIKE MARMITE?
Yucks. Ask someone else. Val? she tried eating custard out of the serving spoon you know?
26. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Without a doubt, it's winter! snowsnow and MORE snow!
27. HUGS OR KISSES?
hugs from my BIG teddy always helps (:
28. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
Chocolate! It makes one hyper (:
29. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK?
ermm. Since this is on blogger, let's change the question. Put this on your blogs too please!
30. Who's most LIKELY TO RESPOND?
*Clueless*
31. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
0.o Who knows?
32. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS?
7th floor, Apartment to your left once out of the lift, 1st room you come to along the corridor. Includes fully equipped computer, 3 shelfs, 2 cupboards, a comfy bed, a side table and of course, STUFFED TOYS!!
33. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
Currently REdevouring Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, and Ultimate French Chapter 11 :P
34. DID YOU WAKE UP BEFORE YOUR ALARM WENT OFF?
erm. Didn't bother to set the alarm? Just woke up naturally at 9 am (;
36. DO YOU MISS BIG BROTHER YET?
Big Brother??? As in the reality TV show "zong yi da ge da"?
37. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
Freshly baked pizzas!
38. WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
Works of writing with sad emotional backgrounds and great storylines. The breeze blowing straight into my face---basically nature. Hmm. and of course, a cup of Milo always helps jog the brain (:
39. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN?
Buttered!
40. FAVOURITE CRISPS?
Barbequed Flavoured!
41. FAVOURITE CAR?
Never had interests in this one. Anything that drives around SUPER fast will do (:
42. FAVOURITE FLOWER?
Lilies in general (has nothing to do with Lily Potter ok?)
43. How MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
I don't require keys. Door opens with the CARD (:
44. CAN YOU JUGGLE?
As in 3 balls? I think as soon as I get one ball up, the rest'll come down.
45. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK
Sunday!
46. RED OR WHITE WINE?
White! Red tastes TERRIBLE.
47. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
Invited ALL bizarro gals over to have FUN---watched High School Musical(prezzie from mich)...but I distinctly remember Peixian and some others being stuck in the changing rooms with me cause it was raining outside. We wanted to go swimming...
48. DO YOU OWN A DONOR CARD?
Nopes. But as soon as I get to 18, I'll own one (:
49. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
Today's a bright new day. I'll be doing everything to the utmost...
50. WHAT ARE YOU DOING ONCE YOU HAVE FINISHED THIS?
Chiong outside to get those brownies. Apparantly, by the time I completed this thing, they have arrived out of the oven...(:
1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME
Ang Wan Lin Rita
2.What colour pants are you wearing?
Green
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
My sisters baking brownies...today is sunday and is the baking day (:
4. ARE YOUR LEGS CROSSED?
hmms. over the ankles only (:
5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
Breakfast. It was Jacob wheat biscuits.
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
Sky Blue
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
Cold. My room has direct access to the winds...
8. LAST PERSON YOU TAlKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My sister's friend. I picked up the phone. LoL.
9. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Eyes
10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?
Of course!!! She's my dearest scorpio mate---Charmaine :P
11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
Hyper, but hating that pile of homework still on that table + the biology practical on Monday.
12. FAVOURITE DRINK?'
o.0 Good question. Most people already know I guess. Milo and Vitasoy!
13. FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
Rice Wine, Grape Wine :D yummy, but restricted to 1 glass per special occasion. ;)
14.What is your favourite sport?
Running {{paoba! haizi!}}
15. HAIR COLOUR?
Black with a tinge of brown from sun bleaching
16.EYE COLOUR?
Black
17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
Nada. Don't see the point of troubling myself. Contacts are solely for once in the blue moons.
18. SIBLINGS?
2 younger cute sisters who are potential tyrants...
19.FAVOURITE MONTH?
Definitely October. There are so many things in october! My birthday and more importantly, NO MORE End of Years!
20.FAVOURITE FOOD?
Japanese Sushi!
21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
The Simpsons in the cinemas and we-ll, rewatched Harry Potter movies at home for the FEEL.
22. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR
Christmas! That's the day I get to see ALL my cousins and we can go out together!! Prezzies!
23. SATURDAY OR SUNDAY?
Sunday---Baking + eat out day!
24. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
LoL. Too shy to ask WHO? if it's like my cousins, heck care! "drag also can!"
25. DO YOU LIKE MARMITE?
Yucks. Ask someone else. Val? she tried eating custard out of the serving spoon you know?
26. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Without a doubt, it's winter! snowsnow and MORE snow!
27. HUGS OR KISSES?
hugs from my BIG teddy always helps (:
28. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
Chocolate! It makes one hyper (:
29. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK?
ermm. Since this is on blogger, let's change the question. Put this on your blogs too please!
30. Who's most LIKELY TO RESPOND?
*Clueless*
31. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
0.o Who knows?
32. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS?
7th floor, Apartment to your left once out of the lift, 1st room you come to along the corridor. Includes fully equipped computer, 3 shelfs, 2 cupboards, a comfy bed, a side table and of course, STUFFED TOYS!!
33. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
Currently REdevouring Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, and Ultimate French Chapter 11 :P
34. DID YOU WAKE UP BEFORE YOUR ALARM WENT OFF?
erm. Didn't bother to set the alarm? Just woke up naturally at 9 am (;
36. DO YOU MISS BIG BROTHER YET?
Big Brother??? As in the reality TV show "zong yi da ge da"?
37. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
Freshly baked pizzas!
38. WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
Works of writing with sad emotional backgrounds and great storylines. The breeze blowing straight into my face---basically nature. Hmm. and of course, a cup of Milo always helps jog the brain (:
39. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN?
Buttered!
40. FAVOURITE CRISPS?
Barbequed Flavoured!
41. FAVOURITE CAR?
Never had interests in this one. Anything that drives around SUPER fast will do (:
42. FAVOURITE FLOWER?
Lilies in general (has nothing to do with Lily Potter ok?)
43. How MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
I don't require keys. Door opens with the CARD (:
44. CAN YOU JUGGLE?
As in 3 balls? I think as soon as I get one ball up, the rest'll come down.
45. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK
Sunday!
46. RED OR WHITE WINE?
White! Red tastes TERRIBLE.
47. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
Invited ALL bizarro gals over to have FUN---watched High School Musical(prezzie from mich)...but I distinctly remember Peixian and some others being stuck in the changing rooms with me cause it was raining outside. We wanted to go swimming...
48. DO YOU OWN A DONOR CARD?
Nopes. But as soon as I get to 18, I'll own one (:
49. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
Today's a bright new day. I'll be doing everything to the utmost...
50. WHAT ARE YOU DOING ONCE YOU HAVE FINISHED THIS?
Chiong outside to get those brownies. Apparantly, by the time I completed this thing, they have arrived out of the oven...(:
Oh, and btw, I took another test. My Patronus is an Eagle!
* * *
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Though the morning is still young, though the birds have yet to come, the one in front sits in gloom...
It's been close to one week since my last post. Yet, many things have happened, many things which are unplanned, uncertained.
I've taken back chinese test papers, geography test papers, physics test papers, and soon enough, the chemistry test papers. I've even done a biology presentation.
Yet, somehow I feel I've let myself go wild, let myself down. How come I just simply can't do this properly?
haiz...
This weekend, the teachers haven't been nice. They've been piling homework. It's not helping that there are CID stuff and guides stuff to do...
I thought august was supposed to be the better months. It seems otherwise. and the November and December holidays are starting to be packed full again, even when it's 3 months away. What is THIS?
I really don't know what is the world coming to. Glum and Moody.
* * *
Monday, August 13, 2007
1st up: Wednesday: Chem calculations test, Physics practical test, then NRP meeting
2nd: Thursday: Biology presentation and English Test
wow.
anyway, we are most probably going to get back those chinese papers soon...all the rest of the classes are getting their's back already. I really don't want to see it. Cause I think I failed it.
and anyway geography. honestly, I didn't think I'd do THAT bad. oh wells. At least I'm not too bottom yet. I didn't fail. To those out there who did, jiayouxx! I believe you all can pull yourselves up again...
and maths. 3 qn. Mr Ong said if we could do them, we learnt finish logarithms. WooHoo. I'm proud to say I solved it. In school somemore! (:
I also cannot believe that I actually kicked the VitaSoy habit. I'm just ok now with once-per-week or something like that. I finally can live without it!!! ahhas. but I'm still on milo (: [[OKOK. I know that it sounds as though I'm on steriods or something. LoL.milo IS addictive ok...]]
Oh. and here's my inner thoughts.
You thought that you could kill our spirit?
Friendships are stronger than anything.
Kinship is stronger.
Now I've got that out, it's bedtime. Nites everyone!
***to beryl...storytime maybe over the weekend (:***
* * *
Monday, August 06, 2007
Aww...Look...here's hassie (white one) and helter(black one) together.
Was so bored today that I actually went to edit their picture...
How Sweet right?
Ahhs. here's the irony. Hassie may look calm and demure, but in real life, she's a running cheetah, always trying to rush away from human life, then creeping slowly back to the cage later to get a sunflower seed or two.
Helter. Ahhs. Helter's been dubbed as the 'biting' one. nibble nibble nibble. In the past week, my fingers will not even suffice to count the number of times I've been nibbled. Now I've resorted to using a pair of rubber gloves when handling her. Rough and Wild, Helter is.
Well. Life's good at home with the Princess (Hassie) and the Pauper (Helter). Just came back from playing with them and taking photos of them. Gee...they are SO cute (:
On a HIGHER note, Val's won the speech contest. Whoohoo. (:
and there is marching tmr! how fun!
and there is a 5day National Day Holiday lined up from wednesday to sunday. Can't wait!
Current mood is SUPER HIGH (:
So yea, I'll stay cheery, coz there is no homework today too :P
* * *
Sunday, August 05, 2007
I look at the biology paper. I feel no pain, no feelings at all. I look at the chinese paper. I laugh it off. I look at the physics paper. I don't seem to care what happens anymore.
As one experiences the meaning of life, suddenly all these tini-tiny little things don't matter at all.
Back to the million dollar question. What is life? What is it we live for?
Reading a book I just came across suddenly jerked me alive. What do we live for? These ideals of life are hidden in almost everything we do. Ichigo claims that we live to protect the others. Enid Blyton books claim that we live to collect friendship. Catherine Lim books claim that we live to make the best of everything, although troubles almost always occur.
So. What is life for me? That was the question I've asked myself many a times. I came up with this conclusion. I live my life to achieve my goals, to think positively and live life to the fullest, for I've been given the chance to live.
This past week has been filled with endless stuff, both good and bad. My only hope is to push myself to the fullest and live a fulfilling week this week.
For as a famous man once said, "You cannot change the past, but you can control your future..."
Mixed Feelings
Billion years ago
I left you as the wind soared
Sometimes I asked myself
Why on earth I let you go
Why I didn't care
Why I didn't know
What have you done
Looking about the ways around
Keeping calm as the waves
Knowing I can
The traffic lights down the streets
Turning blue of tomorrow
Shining glitteringly on the mirror
The tiny island in the distance
Will the storms remember the sun
Will the beasts trampled us past
Will the world spin higher
Will the people's names ever ring fast?
Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the melting doom
For whether we are here or there
We can creep down and change the world
So long as we believe
Mixed nuts rising up the shore
Big nuts dropping to the floor
Peanuts crying "I don't know!"
Nuttiness engulfs the world
A broom is sweeping up those pieces
A pail is holding all yesterday's rain
But somewhere, sometime,
Feelings don't exist anymore
Creeping yells sala-dah-dooda
How can I change the words of yesterday?
How can I make the ships change bay
How can I ensure I don't repeat?!
I've just got this post dramatic thing
Don't know what I'm saying
Just know I've got this tattoo from the past
Telling me I've gotta live and dream...
I'm living and dreaming
Shooting for the stars
But somehow somewhere
Feelings are mixed and gone
Dooda-Doodi-Da
I've got only the shell in my dreams
But I'll be shooting for No.1
Climbing the ropes to success
doodaadoodeeay Somehow, I don't get it and somehow I know I gotta try. Maintaining that positiveness. Forever.
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About me:
Descriptives:
**The top specialist in the Department of Rita-rdeds in the Mental Health Institute :D**
[[ The Wishlist ]]
New book!
*Keeping A Smile On My Face :D*
Rita
a.k.a. Pearlz, BuBu, Dugong
Twenty Three!
(as of egg day : 25/10/92)
River Valley High School
Fairfield Methodist Primary School
0.5 Bizarrian & 3/4 Emo-ian & 5/6 Ding-Dong-ian
NUS Chemical Engineer
NUS Industrial Engineer
RVGG - Mynah - Oriole
Venture Scout - Science Society
NUS Students' Community Service Club
Part-time tutor
1. One crazy ENTJ gal who loves milo with anything and can't live a day w/o it
2. Adores Chemistry
3. Loves Yellow, White, Blue and lately, a little orange
4. Loves writing poems, reading and blogging
5. Can be an entertainer or a hardcore studious girl at will
6. Crazy about sports & the outdoors
7. LOVES BEARS! whoots!
8. Quote to live by: Enjoy what each day will bring,you must ask to know,listen to grow,and let your imagination
sing! [adapted, Caz's Rules]
get crazy...
Good Results
No tutorials!
Have loads of sleep
New clothes(from head to toe)
Memory Lane:
- Life As I Know It 2018
- 1st Year in GSK
- 1st Month of Official Work
- Unofficially Graduated
- Crawling Back to Life
- 2016 Resolutions?
- Euphoria
- Results release...and my first Mediacorp Production!
- University Life...In Reverse.
- 2014 In Reflection
Trace Back:
- July 2006
- August 2006
- September 2006
- October 2006
- November 2006
- December 2006
- January 2007
- February 2007
- March 2007
- April 2007
- May 2007
- June 2007
- July 2007
- August 2007
- September 2007
- October 2007
- November 2007
- December 2007
- January 2008
- February 2008
- March 2008
- April 2008
- May 2008
- June 2008
- July 2008
- August 2008
- September 2008
- October 2008
- November 2008
- December 2008
- January 2009
- February 2009
- March 2009
- April 2009
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- June 2009
- July 2009
- August 2009
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- October 2009
- November 2009
- December 2009
- January 2010
- February 2010
- March 2010
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- July 2010
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- December 2010
- January 2011
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- December 2011
- January 2012
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- March 2013
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- October 2013
- January 2014
- June 2014
- December 2014
- April 2015
- June 2015
- January 2016
- February 2016
- May 2016
- August 2016
- May 2017
- November 2018
My Friends: [[links may not be most updated]]
0.5 Bizarre
1/2 Bizarre
Pei Xian
Charmaine
Eileen
Feng Ye
Geraldine
Hester
Jhosy
Zhiyi
Yee Jin
Ying Ting
Michelle
Winnie
Stella
Jun Yi
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3/4-Emo
Boon Ping
Gary
Jonathan
Kah Hoe
Karin
Mildred
Priscilia
Valerie
Yang Jie
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RVGG
.:Official RVGG blog:.
.:Official RVGG Album:.
Sec 2
Priscilla
Qingyi
Yiyao
Sec 3
Cynthia
Eunice
Fang Qi
Qiu Yan
Shin Fung
Ting Xiang
Yee Sing
Yinshan
Yu Qing
Yu Ting
Sec 4
Beryl
Charlotte
Fiona
Gar Yim
Isabel
Madeline
Michelle
Veronica
Xinyi
Xinyu
Ying Ying
Yuling
Zoey
Seniors
Huixian
Jiaxin
Jing Min
Le Min
Mun Kei
Peisi
Si Hui
Yan Ru
Yen Peng
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FMPS
Joylynn
Priya
Shannon
Evangeline
Kelly
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